Alexei My Husband,
We have both seen enough of our friends destroyed by this sickness yo know that my fate will be no different. In a very short time I will turn on you ad Kristov and perhaps harm you both.
I can't allow that to happen.
I am sorry that you will have to find me this way. Please don't be mad at me. I love you and Kristov about all things, but I must do what I must do to protect you both.
Now promise me you will do what you must do to protect Kristov. He is too young to understand the consequences of recklessness, and the world has become too unforgiving of mistakes. Find safety wherever it is, and stay there. Make peace with it. Ignore whatever flaws you will quickly come to see, and make the best of the situation. It's the only way you can survive, and that is what I want for you most.
I love you. Farewell -Maja